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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

haha hi!

after sooo soooo long, i finally decided to blog again. i now realise that i blog when there is something i don like in my life. or when something in my life don like me. ya.

anyway, now im rly pissed. rly rly pissed. with myself. -.- becoz i feel like a dam loser. CTs are coming round the corner. not a big corner. its jus a 10 days corner. and im failing every subject. ok maybe not every subject. just subjects like maths..physics..bio..chem..um. and eng? i dono. i just know i am not absorbing ANYTHING in class nowadays. my brain is full of haze. too dense to absorb anything. my foundation for my sciences are too weak. freaking weak. i don even know how to write formulas for chem, let alone writing abd balancing equations or wad, ionic equations (i don even know wads tt). plus this oxidation thing.. wad is oxidation? tch..hm my physics..um. don wana tok abt it. i only know abit for moments how to calculate the equilibrium thingy. ok maybe i don't.. hm..bio. wad the heck. i don even know wads tested for bio -.-

zz. i gg alr. now one of my favourite songs is half the man i used to be by nirvana. coz its like totally relevant to my life coz now im like none of the man i used to be >_> looking back at my primary school days, everything was smooth flowing. my academics are like yi ji bang and no nid to worry tt kind, and i was a prefect (tch unbelievable rite) and i have great friends etc etc. and at one point in my primary school life, i rmbr telling my mum that i think my life is perfect. and so she said, 'zui hao yi hou ye shi zhe yang. yin wei nothing will stay the same'. tt time i was still o.0 coz i rly canot imagine how life can be unperfect ever. ignorance is bliss.. i guess if i never grew up from primary school, everything might still be 'perfect' to me now.

now, everything is meaningless to me and i feel like shyt. but you came and brightened up my life. now your the only reason why im alive. i mean it.

everything is falling apart, except us. i hope we stay tt way. coz i rly appreciate our r/s..and i rly appreciate you..

oh well back to life.

`cher!sh~

[10:26:00 PM]

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

du di du di du. flea inspire me. :) sry jus being bored and random and thus decided to crap abit here. ciaos :)

`cher!sh~

[7:23:00 PM]

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Thursday, August 31, 2006

im at the library now with someone :) so i shan dwell much here. today teacher's day. we didnt have fun. i only had fun after that :) ok. bye.

`cher!sh~

[6:18:00 PM]

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Friday, August 25, 2006

lol

heya heya heya heya. long time no post. coz i have more impt stuff in life to do than sitting in front of the com and wallow in my own misery, which is now gone due to some unknown (to you, not to me) reasons. lol. hm nth much to post..shall post ltr when i think of them :) :)

`cher!sh~

[12:10:00 AM]

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

national day

haha. what a national day. we planned to watch the fireworks in the evening but didnt manage to wait for so long. too many ppl at esplanade and too dark..

so today. we went to watch lakehaus at cwp. then we went to city hall, then decided that we should go dhoby ghaut if we wana eat (actually its just me lol). so we went back to DG and went to plaza to eat kfc. after that, went back to CH and navigated our way to esplanade.

when we reached there, we planned to go to the rooftop to watch the fireworks. but after getting to the second floor, we realised that for god-knows-what reason the rooftop is not accessible to the public >_> so we went back down, followed the crowd to this wide and big place outside esplanade to see god-knows-what. after waiting for at least an hour standing there chatting and doing nth else, we decided that we don't wana see the god-knows-what so we went back inside esplanade. that was when i suggested we go back to plaza to watch another movie to kill time. its was about 7.45pm then. so there we went and we watched the fast and the furious - tokyo drift. i think i bored her to death because i don't think she enjoys such movies (does she? well, i do : ) so i realised movies like lakehaus are better choices.

so after tokyo drift, we went back home by mrt. thats when *deletes spoilers* starts to happen :) hmhmhm. then when we reached woodlands, we sepArated with much grief :( (hope we can go out more often :D :D :D)

so now im back home eating two gardenia vanilla twiggles, drinking cold coffee from this morning, and blogging. and doing my ss :) and my sore throat-cum-cough is still not cured yet. gotta see doctor tml. but i hope i get fever tml. then no piano (Y) ok. gotta finish ss. really. i mean it. ciaos :)

`cher!sh~

[1:24:00 AM]

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

oh ya

did i mention? my parents are overseas now. zz. so sian. at hong kong somemore. like now got tai feng there la. hm. now im left all alone at home. all bored people welcomed to come to my house and dono do wad. coz im bored as well. but i shud be occupied tml at least :) woohoo. tsss. tsss.

`cher!sh~

[9:05:00 PM]

wooo.

blog's been dead for quite a few days. sorting things out tts y. i still haven completed my ss project >_>

now, i become an ah gong :) don't ask me why. someone should know.

hm. today, national day celebrations. sec 3 programme dam boring. luckily my seniors asked me to play for their band for their national day item *shrugs*. so there i was, playing trooper and um where i belong (>_>) and home (-_-") and some other random pop songs. zz. but i didnt realise my right index was clotting blood the whole time (Y) i win :) and there is this red spot on my right index now. woohoo. now i realised playing too much trooper is unhealthy.

so after national day celebrations, me hiok and fzh went to peninsula plaza and i bought a second hand distortion pedal (which is not for bass) for 80 bucks because i don wana hold on to paul leng's pedal for too long. im a nais gai :) then after hiok's complaints of how noob the pedal is is etc etc, we went to swee lee to check out some guitar stuff there. today, i realised i looove wood-coloured elec bass. don ask me why. i dono. then after that, we went back to peninsula plaza coz fzh said he wanted to get something there. in the end, it was me who bought a portable amp (which is not for bass again) for 50 bucks all because of next year's busking. but after some thinking, i realised i can use that with my acoustic as well :) so, no loss. (Y) then after that, while me hiok and fzh were leaving, we passed by some shops selling band tees. after looking through some, me and hiok bought an iron maiden tee each and fzh bought a led zepellin (shyt i forgot how to spell that) tee and that took about 1hour :) and hiok was nagging that he need to go home early when he was the one stopping at random shops and looking at random stuff. tchtch.

so in the end, i spent about 138 bucks (8 bucks for the shirt) on random stuff, mostly not related to electric bass. no. actually, all not related. >_> but nvm. the second hand pedal should look as good as new after some repainting which i will do tml or thurs or fri after i finish my ss :) and the sound is bu cuo. about the same as the bass pedal paulie lent me. hm. so now i have, three amps (one guit amp lent to paulie), one elec bass, one acoustic, um and the portable noob amp, and the two pedals. so now my room quite messy liao :( but nvm. who ask me to like music :)

oh ya. today at some shop selling lotsa t shirts, fzh was asking the shop owner if they got sell pantera or some other band's shirt (i forgot wad band). so trying to be hip and in, the middle-aged indian guy who's pants are quite high and has a tummy started saying 'oh we have all sorts of band t-shirts here. we have stuff like *lots of funny genres made up by him* and metal core. (me and hiok started to smile) (Y) METAL CORE! haha! i mean thats even worse than jon gan's heavy rock and stuff. but being polite ri boys, we stifled our giggles and start sending eye signals at each other :)

ok so anyway, nth much happened next except me and fzh slept all the way from marina bay to yio chu kang and i to woodlands. wad else. oh ya. bought kfc, went home, eat, bassed abit, watch tv, blog, and deciding to bathe then do ss ltr. wish me luck. :)

`cher!sh~

[8:24:00 PM]

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Saturday, August 05, 2006

yesterday

went to slp early coz me and hiok stoned like 4+ hrs at mos burger toking crap and oogling at a counter girl called may tan there and of coz becoz my piano teacher taught me how to unwind so i went to slp despite the work i have due nxt wk :)

so i didnt post yesterday.

so i shall post now.

hannah, i dono wad to say to you. but if u've only begin to realise everything now, it's too late. u asked me not to regret my actions. ur the one regretting now..

i just realised the love at 0 degree show (9pm chn 8, yesterday last episode) is practically depicting our (me, hannah and her bf) love journey. (Y) bu cuo rite. i was the weixiang in that show, she was yixin (obviously) and her bf was the guobin. don feel like explaining the plot of the story here. if u wana know, go mob tv and watch or go find on mediacorp webpage..

now, i left ss project, which i promised i would start doing like 2 wks ago and now i still haven started yet. so i shall start after eating my lunch. :)

ciaos.

`cher!sh~

[2:36:00 PM]

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