hi.
today. was a depressing day. dono y. feeling way down when i woke up. oh. nao i realise y. coz today got piano. -.- then reach sch walk into class dao everyone coz no mood to chat and make a fool. then omost forgot to wear tie. then my tie tie until like shyt. all in all, it was a crapped up day. but philo was quite bu cuo. coz our teacher let us watch a movie 'Live in Baghdad' about hao american journalists writes propoganda either knowingly or not. so this movie is focused on the first night of the air strike by US on Baghdad, Iraq. then there was chaos and all and there were a few american journalists reporting live from baghdad to US about the happenings there. we were asked to note hao the american journalists substitute words with negative meaning to them with another word with the same meaning, except that it sounds 'right'er. Their report made the US citizens feel that the air strike was a perfectly all right matter. the US was just entering Iraq. they were just neutralising Iraq. wth. i mean at tt time i feel like fucking the US up.
ok, im digressing alot here. but somehao i like philo better than other subjects. dono y. maybe coz i think alot. but i find it hard to express them into words. so here im, practising thoughts expressing :)
ok after school = piano. (N) altho everything went well coz tis is like my last lesson before my exam which is like nxt tuesday at suntec city, i still feel un-confident about the exam. coz mainly of my sight reading >_> i hate sight reading. my teacher said i above average for my pieces and average for scales. but sight reading is bleah 0.< aural.. have to mug liao. i realised i can't answer fully many qns like describe the tonality and rhythm of the piece and all these crap. budden i know i say must mug here, in the end = nvr mug. so *shrugs*
and today aw. no lunch with hiok. coz someone went to NUS after school. bu cuo. so no oyster mee sua today. nvm. i got karli qicant and tau huay at home. oso bu cuo. omost the same as oyster meesua + mcflurry. except tau huay might be safer. and i didnt lau sai ytr at all haha weird. oh man. my stupid headache still haven go away yet..budden one thing very strange is when i playing piano my headache like disappear lidat then when i go out of my teacher's house then the headache suddenly come back o.o nao is like omost feel like vomiting tt kinda headache. zz. oh ya. gud excuse to slp early today. lol. y am i toking abt all these things lol..feeling so disorientated. like my life has no focus and meaning at all. its as if im just a cookie jar with no cookies in it.! tt sux.
aw man. just rmbred still got 5 sources analysis to do.. and edit my limitations..ok. today canot do liao. coz my headache is hurting like crap. ok. gtg slack.! ciaos.
`cher!sh~
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