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i jus realised i could play hc bass all the way w/o cramping wahaha. bu cuo. and i jus realised i haven't bathe yet since just nao dono hao nong ago. and wtf. tmlo got piano >_> srsly. i got no more interest in piano le lo. i mean every week go there kena screwed by teacher coz my sight reading sux. and i feel bad after every lesson coz it didnt go well. then that affect my exam pieces. which affect my scales. which then affect my aural. >_> i wana quit.! even tho i have one more grade to go, and ppl may say im crazy to give up at Grade 7, i still wana quit. coz no interest = win (Y) y bother stressing urself doing smth u no longer have interest in when u can give tt up anytime. so, i've decided. i might need to tok to my father about tt x which leads to another problem. coz he everyday cum home so late so i rarely see him during sch days. aye wad the heck. if only there were elec bass lessons, then i would gladly go coz i know i will enjoy it. but my mum jus don't understand. she say can only blame me for listening to pop songs while pointing to my itunes >_> (i was listening to iron maiden when said tt..) wth. y cant she jus understand.. i wana quit.! i don wan unnecessary stress liao. and anyway, i've grasped the piano already i mean like i can improvise anytime i want ok.. just that i more interested in bassing nao. yes. bassing rox. esp slapping. i mean like nao my hands are built for bassing liao la. like my fingertips no more feelings liao and stuff like these. hao to plae piano lidat. -.- i mean ok la. i won't stop playing piano jus coz i quit la. coz i still like playing piano. i jus don wan to get so stressed over the exams and the lessons coz i srsly have no interest in baroque, romantic, classical or 20th century piano pieces liao. SERIOUSLY. >_> i wana fucking quit.!
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