shyt
now im having consecutive mood swings.. i mean, my spirit was lit up by her just this evening, and not too long ago, it became colder than a glacier.. i thought that after spilling out all my feelings and thoughts to her in the harshest way ever would let her understand how i feel..but it all came to square one..she still is unconfident in starting anew with me. that, i can't blame her. coz i was the one who caused her to feel that way. But i mean, u said u couldn't feel my love. So im trying my best to let you know that i love you, i need you. but then again, you told me that you feel that you are being treated like a toy, throwing you away as i wished, and picking you back as i wished..you said you don't know what i want from you..now, i don't know what you want from me.. i want you in my life, but then you are making me feel bad trying to love you more.. not that im regretting now again. im not regretting anything. i just need to know what you really want. you make my world chaotic, you make my world peaceful, you make my world go round. but now, im just going round and round in circles, trying to reach the depths of your mind. i am trying to understand. please don't condemn me straight away. im trying my best. please give a chance. one more chance. please?
`cher!sh~
[10:33:00 PM]
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