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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
i don't think our group can finish our report and product by wednesday.. its like all our information are still scattered all over the place.. ..i can't bring myself to ask you the question again..i can't bear to make you stressed again..i can't bear to hurt you again..i can't bear to see another angry message from you..i can't imagine one day if we were really together..it's just so far away..i can hope for it to come soon..but looking at how things are now, i would be happy enough if we can just remain as didi and jiejie..i don't know why and how i started the spark two days ago..i don't know that my stubborness is so rigid..i don't wana quarrel with you again my dear..i yearn for the day when i can really call you my dear..but now, all i ask for, is to just remain as we were 3 days ago..i know i am a bastard to ask for you to pretend nothing's happened at all..i know i am selfish for doing that..so you can hate me for all you want..i just want you to know, nothing can change my feelings towards you..for a long, long time..i am really really sorry for hurting you so much..i am really really sorry for being a jerk yesterday..i am really really sorry for being my stubborn and thick-headed self..i am really really sorry that you had to bear with my incorrigible behaviour..i didn't mean for all these to happen..all i wanted that day, was to ask for your hand..to take a step further..to fight all risks and dangers that may come in our path..just to be with you..i know now that you are still not ready..i know that there's nothing i can do now to help..i just want you to know, that i will always be here, no matter how long you take to be ready..i just want you to know, that i really love you so..
..and i can't stop thinking about you..i can't stop posting about you..i can't make myself forget about you..i tried many times before..it all end up the same always..i just missed you more..
`cher!sh~ [1:39:00 AM]
15
sl of rige alto 2`o6, bass`o7 and loving it.
in ri`1H`o4
in ri`2H`o5
in ri`3I`o6
a part-time student, full time bassist :)
born on o1o791
cancerian
married (:
I love..
my music
my elec bass -rEdPeBbLe-
my ipod nano -wHiTePeBbLe-
my band QWET
my self
my free thinking self
you :)
I hate..
just bitches and bastards
and nothing else.
I eat..
comical flamers for breakfast
lunch
dinner
and supper
and nothing else. :)
SMAO`owaes
how long,
how long..
will i slide?
separate my sight..