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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
after sooo soooo long, i finally decided to blog again. i now realise that i blog when there is something i don like in my life. or when something in my life don like me. ya.
anyway, now im rly pissed. rly rly pissed. with myself. -.- becoz i feel like a dam loser. CTs are coming round the corner. not a big corner. its jus a 10 days corner. and im failing every subject. ok maybe not every subject. just subjects like maths..physics..bio..chem..um. and eng? i dono. i just know i am not absorbing ANYTHING in class nowadays. my brain is full of haze. too dense to absorb anything. my foundation for my sciences are too weak. freaking weak. i don even know how to write formulas for chem, let alone writing abd balancing equations or wad, ionic equations (i don even know wads tt). plus this oxidation thing.. wad is oxidation? tch..hm my physics..um. don wana tok abt it. i only know abit for moments how to calculate the equilibrium thingy. ok maybe i don't.. hm..bio. wad the heck. i don even know wads tested for bio -.-
zz. i gg alr. now one of my favourite songs is half the man i used to be by nirvana. coz its like totally relevant to my life coz now im like none of the man i used to be >_> looking back at my primary school days, everything was smooth flowing. my academics are like yi ji bang and no nid to worry tt kind, and i was a prefect (tch unbelievable rite) and i have great friends etc etc. and at one point in my primary school life, i rmbr telling my mum that i think my life is perfect. and so she said, 'zui hao yi hou ye shi zhe yang. yin wei nothing will stay the same'. tt time i was still o.0 coz i rly canot imagine how life can be unperfect ever. ignorance is bliss.. i guess if i never grew up from primary school, everything might still be 'perfect' to me now.
now, everything is meaningless to me and i feel like shyt. but you came and brightened up my life. now your the only reason why im alive. i mean it.
everything is falling apart, except us. i hope we stay tt way. coz i rly appreciate our r/s..and i rly appreciate you..
oh well back to life.
`cher!sh~ [10:26:00 PM]
15
sl of rige alto 2`o6, bass`o7 and loving it.
in ri`1H`o4
in ri`2H`o5
in ri`3I`o6
a part-time student, full time bassist :)
born on o1o791
cancerian
married (:
I love..
my music
my elec bass -rEdPeBbLe-
my ipod nano -wHiTePeBbLe-
my band QWET
my self
my free thinking self
you :)
I hate..
just bitches and bastards
and nothing else.
I eat..
comical flamers for breakfast
lunch
dinner
and supper
and nothing else. :)
SMAO`owaes
how long,
how long..
will i slide?
separate my sight..